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Your Stories on Anxiety & Depression
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Hey everyone, don't forget to smile because it makes you even more beautiful 😁

Posted at Apr 24, 2019 9:00 PM, 2 comments
17

I’m to scared to die but also tired of living

Posted at Apr 22, 2019 9:33 PM, 4 comments
16

Can I run away from my life? I want to be somewhere that no one know me and live there. I hate myself when I'm being with eveeyone. Maybe if I'm alone,I do not need to care what people think and be myself.

Posted at Apr 23, 2019 11:22 PM, 1 comments
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Some people are going to reject you simply because you shine too bright for them. And that's okay. Keep shining. 💖 I believe in all of you. Every single one. You are beacons of light and nobody can take that away. 💛

Posted at Apr 23, 2019 1:19 PM, 1 comments
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I feel so behind in life and I’m mad at myself that I’m not living the life I want. I’m actively slowing myself down and it feels like I’m just fighting with myself.

Posted at Apr 24, 2019 1:37 AM, 4 comments
11

Welcome to the land of the fucked up minds trying to get through a single day at a time

Posted at Apr 25, 2019 10:37 AM, 1 comments
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i don’t want to do this anymore i’m so so tired

Posted at Apr 25, 2019 12:06 PM, 1 comments
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I just need someone to talk to

Posted at Apr 24, 2019 3:03 PM, 2 comments
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A year ago, I didn't think I'd make it to see my 14th birthday. I thought I wasn't strong enough too, that my e.d, anxiety, and depression were finally going to win. In 8 days I'll be 15 years old. I never even imagined being 15. It never seemed possible, I've almost made it, I survived. So to everyone who is hurting, thinks its not possible, its possible, I believe you can survive💙

Posted at Apr 25, 2019 2:06 AM, 3 comments
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Me and my sister said the same thing at the same time and I cannot help but to feel so happy because we really understand each other 😍🤗🤩😆

Posted at Apr 24, 2019 7:14 PM, 2 comments
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I got a message from a friend: Hey I miss you, especially the way you walk into the room and light it up with your smile and laugh. I replied: I miss you too. What I wanted to say: I miss me too... when I walk into a room now no one will even notice me. I only know how to fake smile and look happy. So people could stop asking questions. The closest way to describe me now is to a zombie, all I do is sleep,eat, work repeat... Do you also miss the happy you??

Posted at Apr 24, 2019 10:16 PM, 5 comments
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Does it ever really get better? I don’t think so. I’m having what feels like just manic moments of okay-ness, I’ll smile and even laugh but don’t feel those emotions. I’m afraid all the time, my stomachs is in constant knots, I can’t remember the last time I felt normal. Feels like I’m losing it and I don’t know how to deal. I’m using alcohol to sleep, letting men use my body, and I’m barely hanging on here. I just keep breathing and hoping each moment will pass.

Posted at Apr 22, 2019 4:58 AM, 3 comments
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For today ?, No, I don't have a story 😂 But I have something to told you (yeah, you), if you ever feel like nobody's need you, nobody's love you, nobody's want you Just keep going with what you done right now, I know you're trying your best and that's it ! I don't know about all of you (who read this), but I care about you, I believe in you. So much love !

Posted at Apr 24, 2019 7:15 AM, 2 comments
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I haven't found my purpose in life. I feel lost and confused. I feel sad about life, sometimes angry. I've always had a negative outlook towards life. I was extremely anxious as a kid and never could understand why I wasn't normal. I'm trapped in the past and can't move forward. I'm stuck.

Posted at Apr 22, 2019 5:53 PM, 2 comments
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i need advice. i have a group of friends at school, and since i’m an introvert, i hardly talk to them. i always wait for them to talk to me first because of my lack of self esteem. i have a few classes with the them and sit with them at lunch, but they always seem to talk within themselves and hang out without me outside of school. how can i be more interactive/interesting/talkative towards them? i hate feeling like i don’t belong.

Posted at Apr 25, 2019 3:03 AM, 2 comments
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I am collapsing in. my center of gravity is too heavy.

Posted at Apr 23, 2019 3:17 AM, 0 comments
8

Sometimes all you need is a walk at 4am

Posted at Apr 24, 2019 9:53 PM, 1 comments
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70 days in a row of meditation 😃 and first week of physical exercises after a long time 😃

Posted at Apr 25, 2019 6:18 PM, 0 comments
7

I am not feeling good, my cat just got run over and broke his leg, and the person who did this, just continued driving like it was nothing

Posted at Apr 24, 2019 1:15 PM, 2 comments
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I don't know how I can take this anymore..We are all stressed of our horrible financial crisis and mom and dad always arguing together or with us and I'm trying to calm them down all the time.. someone has to put things together and calm this f***ing house and I'm always doing that..can't things just be alright ?? I'm exhausted..I'm desperate .. I just wanna scream ENOUGH

Posted at Apr 22, 2019 8:19 PM, 2 comments
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If Overthinking is a Person , she would be a Paranoid BiTch

Posted at Apr 24, 2019 12:32 AM, 3 comments
7

Today I feel good and a little bit happier!

Posted at Apr 25, 2019 5:17 AM, 1 comments
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I beat myself up so harshly about the smallest of mistakes, it's sad. I want to change. I swear i do. But i don't know where to start, or how to change..

Posted at Apr 25, 2019 12:46 PM, 3 comments
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Someday I’ll be happy. There will be nothing to worry about. This is my dream.

Posted at Apr 25, 2019 12:20 PM, 1 comments
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Can’t even breathe i have so much stress. I feel so lost. I don’t feel anything but worries and sadness. I just want a break. I just want someone. I just want some sort of happiness. I’m tired of saying and typing the same things. I’m tired of the same food. I’m tired of the same places. Tired of the same problems. I’m so so so tired. Jesus I’m so tired. God I’m so tired

Posted at Apr 24, 2019 1:29 AM, 5 comments
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